ok.. someone is complaining y i din update blog. haha..

hrm.. yest went to send glen off. at e airport, i can really visualize wat will happen when it's my turn.. tell u all 1st, i will cry until v ugly one. so u all must be prepared. haha.. yest quite a large grp of his frens went. we feel rather awkward standing there lah. haha.. but still we engage in our small grp gossiping. haha.. really v fun when we keep on guessing n gossiping from wat we saw. haha.. is quite bad but enjoyable. hehe

saw glen's fren (e one going with him). her bf cried until eyes become a line. so sad n touching leh.. aiyo.. den he stood at the glass n his sight nv left the ger. wow.. that kind of eye contact is those "i will wait for you no matter how long"

it's actually more of a full of laughter gathering rather than a sad farewell. so every1 is rather happy n relax. quite scare e day when i need to fly off to another country. will b damn sad..

it's a small gathering after e chalet. realised every1 really changed alot. getting more n more outspoken etc. haha.. e feeling is like left me that still remains softspoken infront of ppl i dunno. hrm.. i really wish i can be v li hai in talking. everytime i see those new presenter speaks, i'm so envy. i need to take up talking n confidence course. haha.. any teachers willing to teach me how to improve? lol..

for e past 1 mth plus, i haven been having a gd slp. hai.. keep dreaming.. yest i dreamt that my hand (fingers to the wrist) is chopped off by some1. den it's used to hang in the bathroom to hold the shower! lame n weird rite. haha.. den after 2 days, finally someone willingly to bring the hand n mi to hospital to try to connect back. so u see, my dreams are ridiculous n i'm having bad breams like that almost everyday. hai.. it really feels v scary to have ur hand chopped off. e moment my eyes open, i quickly see if my hand is there. yesh.. it's right hand somemore. the one i always use. -.-

afternoon, tok to lessy. we told each other a story. stories of gers zhao sai. lol.. i think my story more interesting hor? haha.. with him ard on msn, there is bound to have laughters n bitching which really save me from boredom @ work. haha..

after sending glen off, i have alot of tots. keep visualizing who will come airport to send me off. who will have e highest possibilty to cry. haha.. thinking of how i can control crying. ahaha.. i think too much le.. but still i have a list of who will cry. lol. got ranking somemore. hehe

1)My sec sch frens which i think all of them will cry when 1 starts to.
2)My dearest Bitch, Lester Lee. He said before he will cry louder than my mum. lol.
3)Think my mum will cry abit. cuz she dun fang xin me e most. lol. although she DIN cry when my sis went over e other time.
4)Mayb ruoyun? haha.. think she will when she see ppl cry.

no more le.. haha.. ok, i think too much.. i think i will give a big hug to those that are closer to me. lol..