today i'm on leave. cuz not feeling well. these few days already coughin den yest feel weak and no strength. dunno y these few days i keep having slping problems. since sat, i have been tossing and turning ard, trying very hard to get to slp. when i finally get to slp, i will start to dream and wake up by 5am! it's a routine man. sounds abit eerie hor? haha.. ya.. dunno y man.. my fren ask me is there something bothering me? erm.. seriously, mayb abit bah.. but oso dunno wat exactly it is. think too much.. haha.. my forte. haha..

hrm.. last week, i get to know of some things. have alot of feelings stirring up.. suddenly really feel very negative in relationships. one moment, e other party can promise u e stars in e sky and e next moment, they can just turn back their words. really very sad lo.. one moment they can be how loving and envy by others, e other moment they are not tgt. how can e other party take it? it's not any1's fault, i understand, cannot blame any1 either. my confidence has been affected. can say quite affected lah. haha.. hopefully i can find back e trust in love soon. haha.. mayb must read e annie's (伊能静) book. i saw it in kang xi lai le. haha..

ending le.. take care every1. bye.