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what a ger wants

那天看了综艺大哥大， 听了台湾名嘴陶子说的一句至理名言：

“女人想要的是男人记得她说过的话。。。”

这是真的。 她举了个例子， 她的老公，李李仁曾经说过要带她出国度假。 可是因为工作太忙了， 所以他对陶子说：“对不起，我最近比较忙，没时间带你出国。 等我们两工作忙完了再去。”

重点是， 他还记得， 难怪陶子这么爱他。

我也会长大！

我想长大！我很努力的想长大！ 我也会长大！我真的很想得到认同，很想得到信赖！

可能我的数度不够快， 达不到你对我的期望， 但我有努力。 我希望你能看得到，赞同。

我也是一个需要认同， 赞美的人。 我不贪心，一点点也很好了。

爱情篇。。

感谢大家对我生日的那篇华语文章的热烈回响。哈哈。好开心。

这几天，有好多令我开心的事呀。 哈哈。有朋友刚向我另一个朋友求婚。 好幸福。

男生做了个简单而又很窝心和感动，有关于两人的啪拖故事的短片。 看了短片之后， 那音乐和画面不断在我脑海里播放。我想因为不知道会有什么答案，当下男生的心情一定是紧张万分， 忐忑不安吧。哈哈。总而言之， 真的很为他们高兴。

另一个朋友的男友刚到美国工作。 几天前，看到朋友的MSN名。“用我的晚安陪你吃早餐”。 看了我都感动。好有意义。 由于美国和新加坡有时差， 所以新加坡的晚上是美国早上， 因此就有了“用我的晚安陪你吃早餐”。 很感动吧。

他们两明年就要结婚了， 打算在圣陶沙举行婚礼。

对我而言，圣陶沙是一个很浪漫的地方， 有海边， 沙滩，星星。 能手牵着手在沙滩上漫步， 听着海浪声，躺在沙子上，涌入爱人的怀抱里， 看着天上璀璨夺目的星星， 真是浪漫！

当我说在圣陶沙举行婚礼好浪漫， 我的朋友却说能和自己心爱的人一起踏上红地毯本生就已经是一件浪漫的事。 这个答案让我愣了一下。我可以感觉到他们的爱是多么的深，多么的真， 好令人羡慕。 我一直认为浪漫是包含着惊喜， 甜言蜜语等等， 但她的这句话， 却让我对浪漫有了另一番见解， 原来浪漫是这么简单。 说真的， 我很羡慕她。能够找到一个你可以托夫终生， 一辈子在你身边遮风挡雨， 和你一起继续走的人， 真的不简单。

好多的感触呀。

爱情可以让你开心， 雀跃万分， 让你痛测心扉捉摸不定对方在想什么， 让你可以为了对方做出一些平时不会做的事。 爱情， 一个奇妙的东西。

我又有了新的领悟， 你呢？ 希望你们会喜欢我和你们分享的这篇文字。

在此， 恭喜那些即将和心爱的人一同踏上生命中另外一段路程。 祝你们永远开心， 永远恩爱。 =）

终于，星期六到了。前一天， 我好紧张， 好怕事情会不是我所期待的。 还好，一切都好顺利。 星期五晚上，我去GIANT 做最后的准备。 到家了，冲了凉上网跟朋友聊天。 过后，涂指甲油。搞到来，三点才睡。

各天，九点就起身准备。帮忙炸些食物就冲冲去准备， 把自己打扮一翻。 哈哈。 好多人说我的妆很浓， 我不得不承认。本小姐我个人扶资不好，没办法。哈哈。。 最重要可以拍出美美， 完美无瑕的照片， 拥有永恒的回忆。=）经过一翻与时间的搏斗， 终于好了。

然后，我的朋友, 经雄来了。 去到巴刹拿订好的米粉和咖哩菜。因为妈妈的超好人缘， 叔叔只收我二十块。过后，到了那里布置周围。吹了一些气球，幸好带了充气桶要不然我和美珍就有的受了。哈哈。我们两的脚踏在充气桶上使经的踩， 好酸啊！在这要谢谢经雄， 美珍，伟光，文伟的帮忙。 爬高爬低， 帮我挂气球等等。 辛苦了!

客人一一到来。

处了我的家人和帮我朋友，

第一个是国锐。 感谢你的花，真的很漂亮。 谢谢你。 你还真的尊首我们的约定， 在我二十一岁生日送我花。 真的很细心, 谢谢你我真的很开心！

第二个是我的理工学院的死党， 谢谢你们费时间来。 见到好久不见的朋友像是雪梅，比利，微微安真的好开心。我跟每个人的合照我会好好的珍藏。
对不起， 我的招待不周使你们有些需要站。

第三个是我的小学朋友，真的是招待不周， 对不起。 谢谢你们的礼物。

第四个是我的最好的bitching伙伴。 很惊讶他们送我一束太阳花上面还有一只小熊。 我希望我可以像太阳花一样那样开朗. 他们还骗我说我喜欢的包包只剩最后一个,而是破破烂烂的. 因此, 买了另一个. 我就知道他们是骗我的, 哈哈,我太聪明了.

其他的khakis送了我现金. =)

最后, 是我的中学朋友. 他们也送我现金.

帮我的朋友们送了我一个包包和webcam. 一个我出国必要的东西. =)

在我这一生, 我只收过一朵花.今年收到了三束花. 第三束是经雄送的. 说真的, 是满惊讶的因为没想到.
那束花被一只大雄抱着, 一定很昂贵吧.谢谢你.

真的要感谢帮忙我的朋友,
- 给我发了封短信的瑞国, 告诉我要放心去享受那天, 给我打了强心针.
- 帮我载食物, 拿蛋糕, 跑来跑去等等的经雄,
- 帮我布置的美珍，伟光，文伟.
- 我的家人帮我准备好吃的食物

当然还有各位赏脸来跟我一起庆祝, 感谢你们.

那一天,我真的很很很x10高兴. 谢谢你们留下一个那麽美丽的回忆.说真的, 我还蛮想念那天, 希望时间能停留在当时.

我知道我很贪心, 哈哈.

永恒的回忆就够了! =) 我会竟早把照片放上来。

有好多东西要说， 可是一时之间也不知从何说起。
只想说的是， 谢谢老天让我认识了你们。
在我人生不同的阶段，派你们来守护着我。

特别谢谢那些听我捞哨的人。 听我哭泣的人。 帮我擦眼泪的人。 当我有事时，立刻冲来我家找我， 陪我到清晨，不让我一个人呆坐在家里胡思乱想的人。

有点肉麻吧？哈哈，但是肺腑之言。 =）

希望我没有露了任何人。 如果名字写错了， 告诉我。 :P

Specials thanks to a professional photographer who graduated from the school of Arts and Photography from London... haha.. saw it my dear?

我的这场病拖了好久了。 有一个星期了。希望可以快点好起来， 星期六是个大日子。 哈哈哈。。

星期六见！=）

A v big thank you to my dearest lessy.

and pls take care of urself. anything pls call me.

and also thanks for those smses n concerns.

Next is, pls reply me if u all are going to my party anot. Thanks.

This week rather tired. A number of things happened. Going on a major emotional rollercoaster. on mc again. wonder wat is my boss's reaction. haha..

yest was an awesome night. haha.. went to devil's bar with eroy, gr, sophia and wanhua. wow.. haha.. i was rather high i admit. haha.. among all the clubbing sessions i had, this is the first time i'm that high. haha.. really fun to swing out all those unhappiness. haha.. i bet yest all my img is gone until like dunno wat. haha.. heng only u guys saw. lol..

my wishlist is almost out..

1) K800i -- got to change to K750
2) Levis Jeans (Taken)
3) A pair of sneakers
4) A bag @ bugis village - $69.90 (Taken)
5) Money

haha.. ya.. that's abt it. tell me which items u all interested. haha..

just came back from office's bbq at west coast. seriously not a gd place. haha.. alot of ants. omg. kept bitten by ants. sucks. so pain. somemore it's v hot. quite bored now. headache these few days. work is rather demoralising again.

as usual, thinking alot. i dun wish to. damn sian. i'm not happy, i dunno y. where can i find happiness? yest was damn down. no idea y. i hate this kind of feeling. sucks.. i dunno wat to say. i feel like toking to someone but i dunno wat to say. feeling really v xin ku. feel like saying but dunno how to say. my heart is so heavy. mayb it's time i shld go relax myself. when can i b happy again? i wan to be a positive n cheeerful ger.

this is a serious complaint frm someone demanding that i have to update my blog. he say i'm forever stuck in the stairs on sat. haha..

ok.. i have been thinking alot. i really dunno if i'm thinking too much. but when one thing happen, it will lead me to think will it happen if the party is me etc. in short, i'm jealous. but i'm already v tolerant as compared to others. dunno wat to do. let's see how fate decides.

my bday is coming. haha.. not a hint. u all will recieve my invitation soon. bday not wedding. haha.. rest assure. haha.. did all the planning yest. very tired.. pls pardon me if e venue is v small. sorry.. u all squeeze abit k? sorry.

Many ask me wat i wan so i will b posting my wishlist soon. this one is copy rg's one. sorry dude, borrow me ur idea k? haha..

finally going to quit le.. telling my boss tml.. alittle scare. haha.. god bless
the haze is v bad today. dear all, pls take gd care of urself n drink more water..
my mum is at my big sis's hse. staying over for 1 week to take care of kids. all are welcome to jio me out for dinner. haha.. :P

Last sat, i was trapped in staircase of Raffles City Tower. haha. ya.. i acc my fren back to her office to take something. but e lift only stops at 13th floor and 16th floor whereas her office is at 11th. so we went into this 16th floor one and decided to take e stairs down. finally we found e exit sign n walk down the stairs. i had this feeling that we cannot open the door to get out anymore, thus we go down to 15th floor n i tried to open e door. aft that went to 13th floor, oso cannot open. wow.. e 3 of us are so panic. nv in our life we got trapped in e stairs. den they suggest to walk down to 1st storey. so we walked down a few levels and we start to feel dizzy. haha.. suddenly we recalled that one of my fren saw her colic before we went to take e lift. haha.. so we called her up to rescue us. haha.. she had difficulties to find e lift we took, thus she appoarch e security for help. wow, so paiseh. heng e guard is still okok, din scold us or wat. haha.. den he brought us to 11th floor den when my fren went back n tell her colics, den she knows that she actually got access card to e lift. haha..

Wed, went over to sher's place wanting to give a surprise to lessy. he was feeling moody that day.. i really gave him a surprise. haha.. he din see mi at all when he was walking lo.. he say hi to sher den he saw me beside. haha.. think he's occupied with his deep tots.. before he came, i talk alot to sher. so long nv tok to her liao.. haha.. feels so gd to get back e feeling. think this is one of those few times that i really tok alot to her. haha..

Thurs, went lunch with yunnie. haha.. we oso tok alot.. tok alot on gossips. haha.. :P i really like individual gathering like this whereby u can tok heart to heart. by e way, kh bought his K800i le.. haha.. he's v impressed with e camera. haha.. gd.. next time go out with him can take more pic anytime anywhere. haha..

to my bitchy lessy: cheer up.. life still goes on.. =) we will b there to listen k?

while typing this entry, i felt giddy for like 30secs. wonder wat's wrong with my body. blood seems to be gushing to my head n i feel that my head is heavy. the words on my computer seems to b flowing..

edit:
wanna share a pic with u all.. My one nad only "whole" family photo

ok.. someone is complaining y i din update blog. haha..

hrm.. yest went to send glen off. at e airport, i can really visualize wat will happen when it's my turn.. tell u all 1st, i will cry until v ugly one. so u all must be prepared. haha.. yest quite a large grp of his frens went. we feel rather awkward standing there lah. haha.. but still we engage in our small grp gossiping. haha.. really v fun when we keep on guessing n gossiping from wat we saw. haha.. is quite bad but enjoyable. hehe

saw glen's fren (e one going with him). her bf cried until eyes become a line. so sad n touching leh.. aiyo.. den he stood at the glass n his sight nv left the ger. wow.. that kind of eye contact is those "i will wait for you no matter how long"

it's actually more of a full of laughter gathering rather than a sad farewell. so every1 is rather happy n relax. quite scare e day when i need to fly off to another country. will b damn sad..

it's a small gathering after e chalet. realised every1 really changed alot. getting more n more outspoken etc. haha.. e feeling is like left me that still remains softspoken infront of ppl i dunno. hrm.. i really wish i can be v li hai in talking. everytime i see those new presenter speaks, i'm so envy. i need to take up talking n confidence course. haha.. any teachers willing to teach me how to improve? lol..

for e past 1 mth plus, i haven been having a gd slp. hai.. keep dreaming.. yest i dreamt that my hand (fingers to the wrist) is chopped off by some1. den it's used to hang in the bathroom to hold the shower! lame n weird rite. haha.. den after 2 days, finally someone willingly to bring the hand n mi to hospital to try to connect back. so u see, my dreams are ridiculous n i'm having bad breams like that almost everyday. hai.. it really feels v scary to have ur hand chopped off. e moment my eyes open, i quickly see if my hand is there. yesh.. it's right hand somemore. the one i always use. -.-

afternoon, tok to lessy. we told each other a story. stories of gers zhao sai. lol.. i think my story more interesting hor? haha.. with him ard on msn, there is bound to have laughters n bitching which really save me from boredom @ work. haha..

after sending glen off, i have alot of tots. keep visualizing who will come airport to send me off. who will have e highest possibilty to cry. haha.. thinking of how i can control crying. ahaha.. i think too much le.. but still i have a list of who will cry. lol. got ranking somemore. hehe

1)My sec sch frens which i think all of them will cry when 1 starts to.
2)My dearest Bitch, Lester Lee. He said before he will cry louder than my mum. lol.
3)Think my mum will cry abit. cuz she dun fang xin me e most. lol. although she DIN cry when my sis went over e other time.
4)Mayb ruoyun? haha.. think she will when she see ppl cry.

no more le.. haha.. ok, i think too much.. i think i will give a big hug to those that are closer to me. lol..

Long await

So the long await chalet after one year is here. haha.. ya.. after one year, the grp is getting much smaller during check-in. kinda sad. when we reach there, it was dizzling abit. check-in n we slack abit in e room. was discussing abt sophia's socialogy lectures. haha.. y guys n gers hold hands, guy's hand is always infront. and the forever so cute billy ask abt how we wipe buttocks. haha.. we laugh until piang when he n eroy began their stimulating actions. haha.. so funny..

after that, it's e bbq time. as usual, the guys started e fire.. and we start to cook abit.. haha.. gr is v nice, always e one bbq-ing.. haha.. he tell us to stay away from the fire as all e gers r wearing contact lens. so me, eroy n rg went to buy cake to celebrate hl's bday.. walk walk walk n tok tok tok.. went back to the pit n saw e rest coming.. haha.. so finally e 5 gers met n e usual gers' talk. haha.. every1 is stress abt their lives. i guess that's how it's like.

we had photo-taking sessions. v fun sessions.. doing silly actions n all.. haha.. so fun.. as the time is getting late, most of them left. we had our showers n off we went to start drinking. haha.. the taste is rather weird for all the mixes. haha. but overall was quite fun.. i enjoy e talking sessions with them.. =)

when we came to checkout, it's left with e usual four. somehow i feel quite sad as the grp is getting smaller n smaller.. cant imagine e future. haha.. anyway it was a fun farewell chalet for glen. =)

Had a new layout.. i like cuz it's so disney~ haha.. i fallen in love with baby disney characters especially baby mickey and minnie. =) haha.. i guess becuz i'm a ger ger bah.. haha

sat, went to gr's place for steamboat. it's really nice cuz i seldom have such homely gathering. mi and eroy plan his bday cake. haha.. choco exotic. yumyum.. morning i went for braces appt and i forgot to bring my hp out. :( no choice, i got to go back and take so decided not to meet gr and eroy @ suntec for shopping.

aft blowing the cake, i told them my fren once said must use mouth to take out 1 candle so that ur wish will b true. haha.. ya.. my main intention was only one but the rest suggested that he take out all candles with the candle stand oso. poor him, his chin was dipped inside the choco. haha.. after that went to his room and vivian off the lights and told us to look up. i was soooo amazed by wat i saw. a sky full of stars. it's v nice as the stars are glowing brightly. i din expect a guy's room will have these. haha. and we dig out things inside his room.. hehe.. like his photo albums.. really alot of childhood pics. even my niece oso dun have so much. as usual we drink and tok. v fun. hopefully our chalet will b like this, so fun. =)

today, i'm damn shocked.. my company is undergoing a major restructuring. i know some of my colics are leaving. today den i noe another 2 colics are leaving. omg.. and oso my TL is leaving. oh shit.. alot of things kao her one lo. once she's gone, i dunno wat to do man.. and now i'm doing 3 person's job. i dun wan to add on anymore man.. sian.. how i hope i can leave soon.. hai.. the stats are as follows: 10 ppl left in 4 mths! yesh.. and my office only got 15 person at e first place. wow.. god bless me man..

i just had a body checkup in e morning. a very simple one. with urine test, calculation of blood pressure, BMI etc. and so, my body checkup results are low blood pressure, underweight and the rest are ok.. i'm abit shock that i'm underweight lah. haha..

recently i have been experiencing heart pain and dizziness. was quite scare becuz it keeps going on once in awhile. den today, e doc say low blood pressure will cause heart ache as the heart dont have enough strength to pump e blood. so will experience the pain. that time i need to hold on to my heart and really feel like punching it machiam doing CPR. yesh, it's quite a scary experience cuz scare will just die there.

it's better to do a full body checkup that cost abt 248bucks with a total of 57 tests. most impt, diet and execrise r the best to maintain ur health. take care all my frens. =)

i fall in love with this phone. omg.. so nice.. haha..

Work is v v v v boring. Pat has resign last friday le. den today is 1st day without her, life is ji tao sian.. die le lah.. first day already like that. only mi and my other guy colic eat lunch tml. oh dear... how ar? den work nothing much to do, nobody online to tok to. super duper sian.. how am i going to tolerate for another 4 more mths? hai~

anyone suggest wat i can do? i surf finish blogs, friendster, taiwan yahoo online shopping. hai.. save me from boredom.

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

came across a pharse which i feel quite true. 每个人都是天上的天使，有一双翅鹏， 当遇到喜欢的人，就会飞到人间把翅鹏折断和心爱的人在一起。 所以不要伤害在你身边的人因为她/他已经没有翅鹏飞回天堂了。this apply to those in love ones. please treasure ur loved one besides u. =) but the story v sad lo. haha.. it's so noble, dunno who think of this story one. haha..

hrm.. this few weeks, some of my frens commented that i'm like always v busy and not able to meet them. not i busy lah, just that always e time clashes. i'm sorry.. i'm really not busy lah, so pls still ask me out next time k? =) den it makes me start reflecting whether i'm a gd fren anot? hai.. i try to balance the time with my frens.. mayb i'm not putting enough efforts to organise gathering etc :P cuz ppl ask me out den i go out type. haha. paiseh paiseh.. wait til i recover my stamina k? cuz ever since i work OT last mth, i'm always feeling tired.

i thank all my frens for being there for me whenever i feel like complaining and toking. u guys know urselves. =) thanks..

sat, i went to bugis to pray cuz recently like no v gd. i really hope my leg can recover fully cuz it's been dragging on v long. i haven go swimming for long long time so fat now. haha..

i noe i very long time nv update le. haha.. been v v v busy with work.. everyday ot. ot until 2 am and 4 am on 2 particular days. it's so shag. i old le.. last time rush project still ok.. now cannot le.. haha.. seriously quite miss those days.. haha.. hrm.. although i work until sat morning 4am, i still managed to get up and go for e guys commission at safti. went with kayhui. talk quite abit. haha.. sometimes it's really gd to meet up like just 2 person. =) took alot of pictures cuz we cant spot where is glen standing. haha.. it's so hard to spot.

e parade starts at almost 6 where we reach by 5. waited quite long lo.. hrm.. so tired.. keep on yawning. it's quite touching when hundred of guys throw their hats. haha.. happy for them although i only noe 2 of e hundreds. haha.. wanted to meet up with glen but then we were too tired le. so headed home after a cup of ice choco. hehe..

it's been so long ever since i meet my xg, my da chang, my 2 bitches, my mei mei. it's been so long.... hrm.. must meet up soon..

oh ya, attend my sis's ROM on 20th may. she's pretty. haha.. ya... i'm quite close to my this sis. happy for her.. haha.. the rom was held at amara hotel. it's soooo nice.. e room itself is v nice..

i really forgot wat i did for the past few weeks le.. haha.. more updates for nxt entry..

went to see a tie da yest. wah.. pain ar..

saw a video that's funny.. dunno u all understand anot cuz is in cantonese

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMD7o3MDIB0&eurl

Update

ya, i sprained my ankle yest nite. :( 1st time leh.. now really become 铁拐李 le.. limping to work. still need to walk stairs.. hai~

Shoutouts:

Eroy:
today last paper le hor? haha. gd luck.. can go out more often le.. =]

Long weekend.

yesh, e long weekend was gd. =] went town on sat and met up with 3 diff grps of frens. haha.. busy..

went for braces appt.

went to meet the T20s. Join them for awhile. enjoy e talking with sophia and mei at taka. =)

at night, went to meet my xingan and my da chang. hahaha.. bth.. these lovely nicks are from them.. haha.. we really laughed our heads off that day. especially me. haha.. starting with their funny actions in sakae. haha.. "这样， 这样" haha.. i burst out laughing where we r sitting at counter seats infront of e belt. haha..

headed off to meet les and slack our night in e preview lounge at cine. nice place. =] after that got a terrible headache. real terrible one.. reach home, pop a panadol and slp.

thanks to all my frens that make me laugh like a retard. haha.

next mth is a busy mth for me.. alot of events cramped next mth. will b v broke! haha.. no choice.. for all my loved ones, it's worth it.

this entry is for xingan cuz she wans to read. haha.. dunno da chang will read anot? haha.. not forgetting another one who haven get his middle name. haha..

enjoying my life =]

the marathon

yest, i had a marathon.. starting point was thai embassy at orchard, ending pt was bugis, liang seah st.. haha.. walk from 3pm in e afternoon, roamed abt in orchard and walk to bugis.. wow.. that's alot of execrise for my legs man.. long time nv walk so long le..

these few days raining and raining.. thinking of going out oso abit sian.. hai~ yest nite din really slp well so now abit headache liao.. thinking of e future now.. kinda lost actually. dunno whether my thinking fits still in this era.. think pretty hard lah.. need to do some really serious thinking lo..

oh ya, yest i saw felicia chin again.. it's e 2nd time i see her in a mth. haha.. so qiao.. for both times, i keep bumping into her in e same building.. haha

that's all for e moment.. =) take care..

finally on mc today le. hai~ yest diahoerroea. watever input there will b output.. damn sian.. and e doc gave me big pills to swallow. i need alot of time to finish swallowing all pills. poor me.. u guys must take care cuz sick is not gd..

i drank half cup of milk whereby i saw e medicine there writing no milk and oily food for at least 3 days. haha.. ya.. i was shock.. heng nothing happen..

nothing much to write.. hopefully i will recover soon.. =)

生病了！

Took a test. haha.. quite true for me..

You fancy a mental challenge! You go for the brainy type!

Let's put it this way; you would never date the Scarecrow from the Wizard of Oz. A bloke without a brain is not the man for you! Your Mr. Right is well-read, extremely knowledgeable, and can beat anyone at Trivial Pursuit. He can hold his own in any intellectual conversation, and he has an insatiable desire to learn. You prefer a strong mind rather than strong muscles and have no patience for someone who considers telly mentally stimulating. Whether it's because he can take apart a computer and rebuild it at the speed of light or the way he can recite the price of any stock on the market, his brainpower impresses you. You love to learn, and there's no better knowledge than the sort you get from someone you love!

http://uk.tickle.com/test/whosyourtypef/select.html

recently like to hear sad songs.. haha.. find all sad songs very nice..

歌曲：一年前 歌手：胡彦斌

你还记得一年前
我们初次约会的那天
你靠在我左手的肩
问为什么月亮这么圆
我说是庆祝我和你见面
你说我的嘴怎么这么甜
可是现在的你
不再像从前
是什么让我们疏远
我发现你和我的距离开始越来越远
感觉不到
你还在身边
我只能活在期盼
回到过去的世界
坚持到最后一夜
曾经的一点一点
支离破碎的画面
是否和我一样想念
想念那每一个细节

currently in office.. very scare cannot finish work. but mind is tired.. so taking a break now. feeling better le.. thanks ppl for all ur concern. ppl like yw, gr, rg, les, sher.. thanks guys.. all ur msgs really made me feel alot better. thanks..

last week, my fren say something that made me v happy.. haha.. din have a chance to blog out.. my nick that day was "define happiness". and this is wat my fren msn me suddenly..

Diamonds. pearls. sapphires. says:
happiness is when i get to know u, my dear...

Diamonds. pearls. sapphires. says:
really mah.. with u ard.. brighten my day

Diamonds. pearls. sapphires. says:
anyway this is my first thought when i saw ur nick

i was so touched and happy.. noting can describe e feeling then.. i told my sec sch bestie and this is wat she say:


cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
but anyway, seriously, nt tat i wanna make u happy oso la

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
the first time i noe u u a bit quiet quiet

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
in sec

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
then aft some time

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
i tink ur laughing is realli contagious

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
somehow i realli like u when u laugh

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
u laugh i wil oso laugh

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
so wat ur fren say is true

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
oh~i miss sec days

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
hey, note tat u gt tis strong pt of makin ppl laugh

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
so remb to laugh more

cHeRri3 @ i wan tat whisky n vodka choc & bnj ice cream @ >.<* says:
nt everyone gt the capability of doin tat

haha.. feel very happy.. i'm glad i'm surrounded by alot of ppl who cares alot for me.. really a very big thanks.. especially to my most lovable, kai xin guo, Mr. Lessy.. haha.. he nv fails to cheer me up whenever i'm sad..

listening to: 想你是临睡的习惯

我恨我爱你; 左右为难; 我要快乐; 我真的受伤了

no idea y a couple of hours of sadness can overwrite one week of happiness. this week is a much more better week.

yest, i finally went to swim. after that went to watch FD3 with sophia and meimei. it's really a very gross show man.. shld not go into e details. after that town to meet yun and ps. les joined soon.. was in a shopping mood and i bought a black tee.

at night, i teared to slp. i think it's been a long long long time that i had ever cried so serious. normally is just small amt of tears. haha.. yest night, tears was flowing down my cheeks. as i shared a common room with my sis, i cant cry out loud. it's so xin ku man.. ended up i went to toilet to cry. alot of htings flashing thru my mind. ard 4+, 5 i had tummyache. a real bad one. it took me awhile to get to slp. by right i shld b very tired, but here i am typing this entry.

really hope things are fine.. pray hard..

take care folks! btw, mr. glen is back to singapore yest. me, sophia and meimei were still thinking when will he b back. haha.. hope to meet up soon..

to conclude, it's a very TERRIBLE week for me.

today i'm on leave. cuz not feeling well. these few days already coughin den yest feel weak and no strength. dunno y these few days i keep having slping problems. since sat, i have been tossing and turning ard, trying very hard to get to slp. when i finally get to slp, i will start to dream and wake up by 5am! it's a routine man. sounds abit eerie hor? haha.. ya.. dunno y man.. my fren ask me is there something bothering me? erm.. seriously, mayb abit bah.. but oso dunno wat exactly it is. think too much.. haha.. my forte. haha..

hrm.. last week, i get to know of some things. have alot of feelings stirring up.. suddenly really feel very negative in relationships. one moment, e other party can promise u e stars in e sky and e next moment, they can just turn back their words. really very sad lo.. one moment they can be how loving and envy by others, e other moment they are not tgt. how can e other party take it? it's not any1's fault, i understand, cannot blame any1 either. my confidence has been affected. can say quite affected lah. haha.. hopefully i can find back e trust in love soon. haha.. mayb must read e annie's (伊能静) book. i saw it in kang xi lai le. haha..

ending le.. take care every1. bye.

today is a sunday! yups. a day for me to rest. so tired. this week, most of my time is occupied by my work. rushing things now.. hai~ din go out at all this week! feel so sian.. my mind want to go out but my body say no. haha..

these few days, some things happen and make me feel that i'm a very 小心眼的人. haha.. i take some things very seriously and i'm very particular abt that. i oso wish i'm not like that cuz i will get pissed off easily.

hopefully a brand new week will be good for me. take care

rg:
take care k? smile more :)

[update]

found this in friendster. sophia send me de. i find it damn true. haha..

Guys, realize that the girl holding onto u is
PERFECT in their own special way.

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...

Always remember that.

She can always walk away and up,
getting someone else who can love her
more.

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her
already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her..

There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you
are loving
her now,
fufill her every need and love her as
much as she
loves you.

Understand that.

Girls have a huge guilty concience.
...imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today...
and then you cheat on her by hugging
and kissing
another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....
but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are
good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.

She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say, everything
you do.

Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special
girl you have.
For everything she has done for you, the least
you
can do is to give her unconditional love as she
has given to you.

long time nv update le. lazy.. hehe

work is rather busy. rushing changes blah blah.. feeling very emotional this few days. find myself very slow in thinking. there was a period of time where i think, am i suitable in IT line? but if dun do IT i oso dunno so wat le.

last sat, went out with e T20s. went k with them.. very happy. hehe.. i always enjoy singing k with them.. so nice.. haha.. later on, gr joined us for a movie - a season for love. another touching korean show. it's quite sad lah.. but i din cry.. haha.. dunno i heartless or wat leh. but my conclusion is movie i wont cry cuz it's 2 hrs only. mayb if it's a drama series den i will. haha.. after that, went drinking with them. in e end, only left me, sophia, mei mei and eroy. i prefer small gropus chilling actually. i enjoy e chilling session with e gentle wind blowing, e quietness and of cuz e additional fireworks. it's so beautiful.

received an sms from glen yest. he say he reach thailand le. haha.. after like 2 weeks den he reach there. omg.. if it's me, i sure cant tahan one. haha.. oh ya.. yest i managed to tok to e very long nv see MIA person of e T20s. yes, it's ah seow. haha.. he told me he's in combat medic now. hope to meet up with him soon.

i dunno whether i got fat anot leh. i'm so scare of getting fat. haha.. i try to slim down le leh. i dun eat supper and my intake has decreased. but dunno y my stomach is still so big my arms are so fat. however, my watch very loose le wor. haha.. weird hor. wanna go swim but then my fren not free. hope to go next week man.. if not really fat until cannot make it.

dunno today going out anot. ren say wanna meet but he nv tell me e time yet. shld wait for his msg. i miss them so much.. it's been so long since we meet. almost a month le.

oh ya, i wanna thank lester. cuz he made me laugh like a retard in e office that day when i'm feeling low. haha.. thanks les. =)

alot of frens ard me going to enrol uni this year. i got 6 frens enrolling. but then up til yest, only 1 enrolled already. haha. feel abit gan jiong for them. cuz e deadline is on mon. hope they can enrol in time. seriously, i feel abit pressurized cuz all of them are pursing studies. it's like only left me. haha..

take care, every1

hey hey.. today is chu 1 le. hrm.. i'm only back at home ard 6.15 and not 5. haha.. it's becuz my elder sis's delay lo.. she came back late den we ended up going out late. :( den din manage to take a cab thus have to endure e dreadful 1hr bus ride to serangoon. slept on the bus and now my neck very pain. haha..

hrm.. rest of today will b spent at home.. so boring.. haha.. feel like going out but then every1 like quite busy. haha.. looking forward to tml's gathering..

today is the most enjoyable NY.. haha.. mayb is becuz one of my biao jie is there. i haven seen her like abt 5 years.. very long hor. haha.. bonding not v gd mah.. heard alot of gossips and have alot of gan chu.. know some insider news that happen 10yrs ago.. feel very xin teng for my mum and dad.. hai~ some words are really very hurtful. well, i believe retributions do exists! they have to pay a price for the things they say..

these are e past.. wat is most impt is e future. =)

it's new year eve today.. hrm.. i'm busy doing my last min spring cleaning as the past few weeks i'm quite busy. it's so tiring.. hrm. seriously i dun like new year one. haha.. mayb is becoz my relative bonding is not very strong. my chu 1 will be going to one place only.. i will be back by 5pm.. haha.. every year is e same.. sounds boring hor. haha.. ya, indeed..

recently i find myself forgetting things very easily. it's abit scary lo.. dunno izzit old le.. haha..

my hse is very red cuz my dad keeps pasting those red red things onto e walls. haha.. was quite amazed by one of e decor. cuz got light one. haha.. will post e pics soon.. my cupboard is very neat now.. happy.. but i think it's a matter of time only lah.. haha..

feeling very lonely..

have fun ppl =)

the beautiful khakis accompanying me thru the christmas and new year's night. beautiful shots are captured and memories too. love u guys =)

i wrote an entry just now but accidentally closed it.. argh!!!

dun feel like re-writing le..

1) had badminton yest.
2) went to get new year goodies yest.
3) raining dis few days.
4) feel tired.. tired of some things.
5) lots of things on mind. serious thinking

i'm missing alot of ppl.. hope to meet u guys soon.

short and sweet. =) take care..

posting an entry in a brand new year.

2005 is a year where my life is at a major turning point. from a student life to a working life. from an active person to a work then home person. haha.. sounds boring rite? i guess working life is pretty much e same. hopefully i wont get older that fast. haha..

2005 has been a good year for me overall. i have made a group of very very close frens. e khakis! thanks for everything u guys have done. thanks for all the late night talks, advises, beer etc.. special thanks to the 2 bitches out there..

Sher:
i hope 2006 will b a good year for u. mayb happiness b ard u for e whole year.. =)

Les:
i noe army is tough, bear with it, it will soon be over. i look forward to meeting u guys every sat so that i can laugh like a mad woman to relieve stress. haha.. thanks for being there for me. i really appreciate it.. =) i do miss u during weekdays. i'm not that bo xin hor. haha. :P

shoutouts:

ruoyun:
hope u enjoyed ur bday celebration. of cuz ur little surprise which turns out not being so surprise. haha.. u noe wat i meant. u din noe 3 of us were so gan chiong while hiding there as we din noe when u are coming out. haha..

ps:
sweets, mayb ut whole year b filled with happiness. dun think too much k? smile more, u look v pretty when u smile. =)

ren:
the forever missing ppl. and will only pops out at special occassions. haha.. i miss u.. haha.. u better come and meet us soon k? hope ur life in sispec is good. take care. =]

to my t20s:

the chalet at aranda last year was e best! haha.. whenever i look at those pictures, happy memories will flash back. especially those games and most of all the MEATBALLS and ALCOHOL. haha.. all of us are heading separately, some in army, some in work force, some in uni life. it's pretty hard for us to gather again just like before. u guys out there pls take care. =) i certainly hope we will have another happening chalet just like before. looking forward for that. haha..