Thursday, August 04, 2005

I Quit!

Today, near to the end of e day, i received an email. an email that made me super duper sad, lose even more of my little confidence. i cried on e bus, no matter how hard i try to control, tears juz kept rolling down. it's as if my soul is taken by some1.


the email is as follows:

-----Original Message-----
From: Sunny Chia
Sent: Thursday, August 04, 2005 6:09 PM
To: Alicia Lee Sook Ling
Cc: Eric Chua Buan Ann; Cally Sim; sanusi
Subject: One Month Probation Feedback
Importance: High

Hi,

As communicated, your performance todate have not been satisfactory and was probably attributed by the steep learning curb expected in this project. You have agreed to work harder and I'll have to load you more from now onwards as users will not be accomodative anymore after the past one month period of learning. Do give your best and hope to work with you till the end of your contract or longer, thanks.

Do come to me if you need further clarifications or help.

Cc. Just to inform you that Alicia will be giving another shot on the job and will review again after another month to see how she performs.

Rgds


after my sis's analysis, i feel much better. no longer that sad.

here's e analysis:
my TL is finding a scapegoat that's obviously me. the story goes like that
the guy before me, Kenny, made a big mess to the system. he cause the datas to go haywire and all. when he left and i take over, i discovered the problems and i asked my TL, only then he discovered that, for the past 2 mths, Kenny did alot to affect the system's performance. so during my 1 mth, i had a horrible time clearing Kenny's shit. the system is in a big mess now. users are complaining. if my TL were to help me, he will not cc the mail to my boss oso.

it's office politics. i'm just a pawn of his. i'm not cut out for the game. but he really dun seems like that. every1 is saying sunny is very gd de blah blah. is it really this case? i oso dun care le, i will tender my resignation tml. hopefully he will help me negotiate so that i no need to pay e compensation.

above are just assumptions... wat are ur views?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

relax, meet up soon ok.
i am out till tues.
i saw da lee in camp lol

Anonymous said...

You have decided the outcome...

Take it as a lesson...

You have learnt something from it...

You have grown by a inch...

Take Care...