Thanks...

my previous entry seems very sad, depressed blah blah rite? ya, at that pt, this are e feelings.

I would like to thank all my frenz, my loved ones for their care and concern. you all know who you are. Thanks alot.. i guess i'll still grumble for another 6 months, so you all bear with it hor. haha..

i really wanted to quit. but somehow the money is e factor. i cant bear my 3K. after some talks and blah blah from my frens, somehow i had e courage to continue on. i hope e courage and encouragement will last me thoughout these 6 months. i really hope that.. really really a big big thanks to all of you. i really feel loved by e things you all have done, no matter it's juz a talk or wat. i really appreciate it. :)

Up next

Again it's the grumbling time. haha...

for the past 1 week, the total no of OT hours is 10. alot hor. i think it's yet to come lo.. damn sian lo, almost everyday OT.

so fri i went off at 5.45 whereby e knockoff time shld b 5.30 lah.. so i'm gd rite? i still stay for 15 min. then yest, my collegue told me wat my team leader said after i left. i had things to do lah, but he nv say muz complete by fri.

"yesterday , sunny say you told him will try your best , then when he come out from meeting room, you all gone already , he feel so funny ..............."

i ask my collegue "is sunny angry then?"

"wat you say leh?"

i know it's pretty bad for me to go off without finishing my stuffs. but if muz finish den go ar, i guess i have to stay til 8 lo.. i think i'm right, cuz 5.30 is e knockoff time mah, if i go on e dot oso nothing wrong.

but i do feel uneasy becuz i dun like my TL's impression of me to b bad. i'm kinda of nervous for tml cuz i dunno how to face my TL. sounds stupid rite. hai~ hope for e best bah... i end here le.. bye and take care~~~~

Feelings

feeling depressed.
feeling stressed.
feeling worried.
feeling sian.
feeling upside down.
feeling tired.
feeling helpless.
feeling cheated.
feeling scared.
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the list goes on. diff types of feeling for this sucks job! a very big heap of shit to clear. wat can i do, how can i help? i have no ideas.

user's request, none were completed. i'm scare..

Dear frenz, pls pray for me. =(

finally i'm working. it's only e 2nd day and i feel that e company dun seems so gd. hopefully it will change. been busy, so busy and lazy to update.

Last Mon
went out wif sher, yun, ren, lessy and others.. alot of photos taken, but i look ugly. sob sob.. it's pretty fun that day as we crap, tok blah blah.. i feel comfortable.


Last Tue
i cant rem wat i did.

Last Wed
Went for a checkup and they took a tube of my blood which didnt meant to be taken. poor me. after that at nite, went phuture! it's my 1st time and it's a nice experience. :) thanks for bringing me there, u all noe who u r :)

Last Thur
Sleep until 3+ and off i went to town to meet up wif my pri sch fren for a bday celebration. it's fun. we ate at sushi tei, e food is quite nice. can try nxt time

Last Fri
My 1st day of work. sian, reading source code.. later at nite, went for supper or shld i say i sneak out for supper for e 1st time. haha.. nice experience, makes me feel like learning driving. lol